m i 2 greedy?

m i 2 greedy?i m wondering now...bec this few days 2 many thing happened...or in another words...might b...2 many things i want...hoping can win my match when playing wif my friend on sunday, hoping can get world prize in cat(bec i only got 2 study 2 sub only n acca i don't think i could managed to got it), 1 play more(no matter is dota or any other games), 1 watch more movie(downloading...XD)...1 win mh in football or cs games =.=!, 1 train basketball(don even know y i 1 train), hoping my english can improve(bec really not song lol....2 much of words donno while reading those novel), b come more materialistic(i think so), frizb also hoping can improved til admit by guan huan n join their team(m i stupid d?), hmm...may b stil got...or going 2 increase......everything was hoping 2 get perfect....but everything seen not going smoothly.........i did try 2 giv up some, but end up wif unhappy, lonely(may b think 2 much since 2 much of time), feel emptiness...in the end din giv up also...haha.........hope i din choose the wrong road to go...