after so many things happened, stress, sickness, night mare,  and so on, i realised i'm surviving, not living;fr today onwards, i wanna live!!
but...why the stupid sickness can't just let me go for free?i keep on telling myself i wanna move on, but the only thing is moving on is my sickness n suffer..it comes one after another -.-
why can't i just like a normal 21 yr old guy who's finding gf or enjoying life wif friends?there's a period tat i fed-up and almost giving up..my life...
but there's a gleam of hope holding me up and keep on reminding me,tat you still have your dream..
seriously i hate the emo side of me, but sometimes, life is tough, its too tough til i'm wondering why m i here?what have i done to get all these?
if there's god in this world, i wish they saw what i had gone through and lend a hand to me pls..