Sunday, November 16, 2008

hoping

朋友...............where r u??T_T,looks ridiculous right,>>>PRINCE<<< wor........where can no friend de?sure a lot of friends surrounding me right........but........Its true,i got friends,plenty of them,but all "HI" "BYE"friends...........i ever tot i found 1 or 2 best friends......1 go form6,last time,i tot our friendship wil last long,but.....whenever i try to approach,he since like going more far,far,far,far,far......aways(tats wat i feel after he hav his gf)..........its sooooo far now......donno y.........it feel like 2 many walls between me n him......a lot of things 1 2 share wif him,but every words came 2 my mouth since like can't throw it out.....another 1 lagi far........he went perlis......for study..........can't even reach there by my car..........i was trained to be independent(don trust every 1).........if not u wil b hurt whenever u did trust them..........every 1 tought i m invincible.....everything............even my mom also think tat i m her technical man,ask me repair this repair tat.....but hu know how 2 do it?got 2 figure it out myself......i m 2 hav a better friendship..........tat tell u y m i so desire to get a girl friend for mysef.......1 which sanguine,cute,understanding 1.......i tought i found 1 also........she went sunway le........i knew it.........she was so perfect......whatever.........in sport,her study,her mien,her family circumstances,etc...........it was just like a beauty and a beast.........think it was just a day dream for this beast 2 wif her.......miracle won happen in my life........not even 1..........lonely feelings is magnifying...........especially at night………………wil me this 在垃圾堆里试着站起来的小男孩 dream come true?

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